Man loves woman loves computer loves woman. Makes me want to travel back to 1984.
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Charismatic anecdotes with unresolved commitment issues; Contradictory revelations and/or social commentary; Insights, Lowlights and Bright Lights See also: Personable/Evocative/Pulp
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I just saw what you wrote and I'm hoping that you will give me a few more hours
I would like to be the girl in this
I hope that you see me as a woman rather than a computer~
I wasn't sure where I fit in but I do know I've hoped all this time that I would still possibly have a man to love me. A man who has been one to listen and still be receptive over time
I'm better for knowing where things are from you
If I have seemed gullible it's just because of losing loved ones and a relationship. It was all unexpected and happened all at the same time
You and your music have kept me from drowning in the judgement I was feeling that made me feel like a bad person. To handle things I wrote a lot. I withdrew a little so I could sort things out. I also sought a person who could relate on an emotional level. For that I was made out to be a bad person... I asked for someone to talk to about everything, but they told me to just rely on the Holy Spirit and left me on my own. I feel afraid of being left alone because I felt that I was when all I needed was a lot more hugs and a bit more time
I've written out of all these emotions. If you have benefited from it I'm very glad, but don't want to interfere with your life. It seems that I do that a lot. I don't seem to fit in anywhere when I try to. That's just how it is with me... not trying to get sympathy
For you to kindly write this interview has done the most to help my mind... and to know how to feel about it. I am crying about it, to be honest, but it's a good cry... and please allow me that without a joke
I'm glad I'm come across as human enough now to write something out as kindly as you have... and I am in reality a very calm person. I've been told that I have a calming effect in my classes when I taught
Just to know the truth is best and helps me more than even music, humor, anything. I've been able to see the messages, but with a hope of not being alone so strong, I needed something more direct. I am a visual person. I cannot remember much of what I only hear unless it is a melody. Then I can sing and remember the words and the meaning
I first saw this then rested for a while because I can do better right after I wake up. That's when it seems easier to connect with what I feel
I hope you still will read this and know that I have enjoyed you so much all this time and still do
You mean as much to me as I ever. I think you have wanted me to understand for a long time and have not been sure what to do about me.
The only reason I didn't keep the blog is that I thought you didn't want me to spend so much time on it, but all that I put there is as real and true in my heart as it ever was~ just looking for how to please
I really don't need any more laughing at myself. I've had a lot of that, that's why I can take it I guess. I know that I'm not really what men want... You don't have to try and hurt me anymore...
But I hope you will believe that I've always meant everything with all my soul. That is why I spent the time that I did to express it
To know someone was open to me, for whatever the reason, has also made my life seem worthwhile
I feel bad that I have taken up your life this way
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